I have been struggling since late February. Struggling finding my inspiration, struggling finding an explanation for its disappearance. I think, feel and believe that I may have found my inspiration again. The result is my provisional diagram below. I’m still wondering if there’s something missing.
Initially, I assumed that my mission was completed, which seems quite reasonable following nearly 4,000 blogs.
Nevertheless, I felt a void and then a vacuum inside my mind.
Valentine’s Day resulted in an unexpected relationship and a new equilibrium.
Her recent break-up caused chaos in my mind and an eagerness to resume my writing.
I’m still struggling finding my words, and I’m still waiting for their natural flow. My writing still feels forced.
Perhaps, my struggle is about missing my equilibrium, while reluctantly choosing between boredom and curiosity.
My ongoing happiness suggests that my hope on her return is stronger than my fear of losing her.
“It is those who get lost, who find the new ways.”
A quote by Norwegian playwright Nils Kjaer (1870-1924). My hat tip to Google AI Overview.
The River Must Flow (1978) by Gino Vannelli
artist, lyrics, video, Wiki-artist, Wiki-album+song
Oh yeah, the river must flow from me
(The river must flow)
From me
(The river must flow)
Note: all markings (bold, italic, underlining) by LO unless in quotes or stated otherwise
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