Saturday a week ago, a sudden sensation of emptiness came over me. If anything, it was a rational “feeling” rather than anything emotional. Moreover, it felt different than loneliness (an emotional low) or solitude (a “rational” high). Also see my related blogs on solitude & loneliness.
“Emptiness does not come and go in waves; it is static. You don’t feel emptiness, you know it. You know that something is missing, but you don’t know what, until that vacant space is filled.”
and its excellent closing argument:
“Emptiness is what you feel when you’re missing a connection. Loneliness is what you feel when a connection is lost.”
I’ve made a diagram following the above in order to assist with my thinking. That diagram is quite different than I had assumed it would be, and frankly a pleasant surprise as well.
The benefit of a diagram is that any flaw becomes painfully visible. With the knowledge of hindsight, I’m now starting to doubt if my rollercoaster of solitude and loneliness is even a “thing”. My diagram states that they’re not (genuine) opposites.
“In all our searching, the only thing we’ve found that makes the emptiness bearable is each other.”A quote by Carl Sagan (1934-1996), “an American astronomer, planetary scientist, cosmologist, astrophysicist, astrobiologist, author, and science communicator.”
Running on, running on empty
Running on, running blind
Running on, running into the sun
But I’m running behind
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